A Western fantasy journey that began with Game of Thrones - Unfinished remarks
I don’t want to drag on with the weekly updates, so this book is temporarily over. I plan to start a new book and continue writing this story after I recover, but the specific time is uncertain.
In fact, my condition has not been very good during this period. Such loose updates even have to be held back one sentence at a time, which is obviously not of any quality. The only thing to be thankful for is that I have held back the tail of Binghuo, so I didn’t become a eunuch directly, and I successfully resisted the urge to throw out an outline and escape.
To be honest, I don’t know what happened to me. One day, I woke up and suddenly had no idea. I sat in front of the computer with an empty mind, and I was in a depressed mood and particularly annoyed. This annoyance is not limited to typing, but also the same when I was at work. So in the early January, I simply quit my new job, but what did I do if I quit and didn’t type?
I slept all day!
It was as if I had lost interest in everything all of a sudden, but one day I frantically tried every means to contact a girl I had met when I was traveling in Xiangxi five years ago, and then confessed my love for her – God knows how I could have such a longing for her when I had never even said a word to her… This was quite embarrassing, and now I think it’s really inexplicable.
I’m not making excuses for myself by saying this, I just want to say that during this period of intermittent updates, I have let down not only this book and the lovely book friends of this book, but everything in my life, including friends, relatives, colleagues and work, and myself… After resigning and being sealed by the virus for two months, I feel that my life has become a mess. What’s worse is that the outbreak of pneumonia and all kinds of related news make me even more depressed. Sometimes I feel like I’m going to explode. It wasn’t until the recent news that I felt better that I felt a little better, but my condition is still not very good.
So I can’t guarantee when I will start writing again. I have to be in a good state. At the same time, I am reading some psychological books, hoping to make myself more proactive. After this storm is over, I need to get back to work and start a new life. I need to regain some of the interests I lost. I also need to adjust my body first, because my weight has dropped below 100 pounds.
I am really sorry to the book friends who have always supported this book. I am ashamed. I didn’t even dare to read the book reviews during this period, because I really didn’t dare to face it… I barely continued the tail of Ice and Fire, and the writing was not satisfactory. I don’t know what I am thinking about all day with an empty mind–
I can only say that this story is not over yet, and I will come back to finish it.